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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

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As Tall as Lions
By As Tall as Lions
Love Love (Love Love Love)
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title: love's not a grave, it won't decay on you



OK I KNOW IT'S BEEN FOR-FREAKING-EVER. but i'm gonna try to start bringing back the xanga. journaling is sooo theraputic and helps me organize my thoughts so well. life has been redonkulous since my last entry, what with starting (and almost finishing :O :O) grad school and everything.

i was going to start off with a spring semester update when i realized that nothing would make sense since i haven't even written in here since before i graduated from rside -_______- and i'd post pictures from that...except my harddrive died and i don't have an extra $2000 lying around to fix it

so here, in a nutshell, is my introduction to my life post-ucr and now at usc :)




1. Where I Currently Reside

so basically i live in a scary, ghetto neighborhood. the first week i was here, my roommate's car got vandalized :(



here are my beautiful roommates!!!
 
tifa and jess
except jess moved out for second semester :( :(

also, i lived in a pretty ghetto room for part of my first semester. mainly because it was a not-room.

bedsheets + duct tape = walls <3 genius!!

but at least i eventually moved into a room of my own so yay :)

and i told myself i wouldn't decorate like i did in rside o__O


2. AACF USC

it was soooo coool to go to another aacf, even if it was totally different from ucr aacf. the first night i walked in, they were all like, "it's julia kwan! from riverside!!" hahahaha <3 (now i know that was RUTH! :D) it kind of freaked me out that aacf was so small and mostly girls (?!?!) and that people already knew heard of me, but it was such a blessing :)

where it all began....

one of my first aacf outings of the year to ice kiss!


since first semester i had class thurs nights, i wasn't able to make it to any of the mtgs :( but i always went after to hang out!!

and of course, there's always post-aacf fooding times

canter's..deeeelicious jewish pastries! marc, belinda, julia, steven, scott :D


yay aacf girls :D hahaah soooo many...quite unlike rside -___-


christmas white elephant/cookie decoration @ bliunda's apt

second semester i made sure to not have conflicting class, so i actually actually got to attend the mtgs hahaha

gaaaaame night! scott, philemon, steven, diana, kristin, ruth, jesse, kari

i learned from rside and chose to be a cheerleader instead of a participant for im bball -__-

hahaha team full of non-aacf-ers too. but so fun to watch :D


much smaller in numbers, but oh the familyship
 

last post-aacf outing of the year :( kiyoshi, justin, belinda, julia, jesse


3. USC Football Games

um, of COURSE!!!! what kind of usc student would i be if i didn't live and breathe trojan football i don't have that many pictures, but trust me. i even tailgated it up at them alllllllllll :D


our beauuuuutiful field :)

for my first game, i went with jesse. actually i went with him to all of them, but that might have had something to do with all the free food at the tailgates he would go to

usc vs washington state

by far my faaavorite game was the weekender, which was at cal!!!


soaking wet and shivering, but of course we still won :D


4. Skiboarding Season <3

the season was amaaaazing this year. yeayea, la is around twice as far from bear as rside, but i don't think i've ever gone this much before in one season o____O

first trip of the seaaaason was to snow summit:


the drive up was killer -_____- but the actual day was suuuuuper fun

during winter break, i joined up with some other cheap asians for their yearly tahoe trip whoo!


leon, mike, sara, victor, daisy, julia

my second trip during winter break wasssss back at bear, complete with a cabin ftw :)

alex, lauren, julian, lisa, julia, jesse, belinda, charles

i also took chris to snow summit for his xmas present :D


so sometime during that trip, i realized that i lost my keys, only to find them........still in my car door!!! HAHAHA -______-

and gotta love bear on birthdays i never knew, but apparently you get to go for FREE.


so me and jesse both took advantage on our respective bdays


5. Concerts, Concerts Galore

even though i don't particularly like this city, i've closer to concert venues!! especially my favorite, the wiltern :D so first semester definitely had its fair share of concert goodness, believe you me.


straylight run acoustic concert @ ground zero



starrrrrrrrrrrrs!!!!! @ glass house



david crowder band @ wilternnnn (along with the myraid <3 and phil wickham)


jimmy eat world (and dropping daylight and some other bands i don't know) @ university of redlands



almost acoustic christmas @ gibson amphitheater with chris win aka the most bombdiggity xmas present ever!!
line up: spoon, feist, the shins, modest mouse, jimmy eat world, the killers, muse :O :O :O

one of several outings to steamers, this realllyyyy sweet jazz bar/cafe in fullerton that steven took me to. i want to go to more jazz lounges!


we went to see frank potenza, who is a guitar teacher at usc :O

jose gonzalez @ the wiltern
steven gave me tickets to this show for my bday, and the show was to die for. heartheartheart!! man, jose's SOOoooo talented! such a smooth voice <3 the world could def use more sweden-born argentinian musicians :)


i was forced to drag this one along, since steven couldn't make it :/


6. Other Things I Love At USC...

there are seriously way too many, but here is a short list of some amazing blessings and good times that i've been lucky enough to have in my life here at usc


fellow founding member of mjdclag coalition aka ruth shao!!! we are SO the same person. and we have so much fun together it's criminal. which is why she is my partner in crime :D :D
but yea, ruth's super encouraging and swapping stories with each other is reeeedonkulous. plus, we even went through some hs drama for yo mama so we are pretty much best friends til we're WAY past 40 slash for life

i also hung out at this place like alllll the time...


with these super gangsta cool guys!

michael, julian, jordan, jesse
probably only cause they have all the fun games like rock band and brawl. HAH jk i keed i keed :)

post-worship practice yogurt runs are pretty much tradition now. freaking la, i'm soooo addicted to red mango/YOGURTLAND

ruth, lawlerson, jessica, scott, julia

and i guess i can't forget jesse, since he's one of my first favorites at usc :D
we're the most different same people like evarrrr, it's great. and he can kinda tell the future cause he made me take a fake band picture with him the first time we hung out outside of aacf and told me we should play together some time.

and then guess what we ended up doing!

that's right, our FAKE BAND turned kind of real when we actually played gigs together hahaha

julsee duwan, also known as vital foe


and if you can't already tell, we get along fantaaastically


7. Kicking It Old School

another thing i've really enjoyed about this semester/being located in la is i got to hang out with a lot of old friends i don't get to seen often at all since we're never in the same area at alllllll -_-

steve visits socal:

matt, orson, tim, steve, benny, john, richard


hahahahahah because this guy is awesome. and we're super cool people. yea.


leeann and fishhhyyyyyy!!!


ducky's little sis hannah! awww they grow up so fast :( :(

i want to be in norcal more so i can laugh my butt off for hours doing nothing more often with these guys <3

ronald and snickerrrrrrs, can't stop the manlove :D


new years with grx pulse kiddos :D


random meetings in cuuuupertino: richard, steve, julia, andrew


thug lyf. i miss wade. come back from china already you lameface!!


OG PANCAKE HOUSE! with fwwwwwyyyyyy who i need to hang out with like stat!

taking some visiting norcalers to all the delicious socal desserts :P

yuka, rebecca, jenny


8. Still Keeping It Real With UCR

but of course, it was still super heartwarming to hang out with friends from ucr it was hard to leave early to come to usc, but it's such a blessing to see where God's taking all of us. going from super close in proximity to spread out everywhere's been tough, but man does it really show how uniquely God works in each person!


driving around torrance/pv area slash taking gangsta pictures with yohan's camera with trevor and yohan

rsiders visiting usc aacf :)

warren, kevin, HAHA diana and wendy in the background, ed, mike, justin


BEACH TRIPS! hahahahaha oh ed


my favorite korean eatery, hodori! and of course, nor rae bang afterwards :P


hubby came to visit me too! yay for our talks :)

i went to visit rside first semester:

block party featuring plain white t's


zomg i miss best thai so much :(


hahahahaa freaking shay


henry! and our random outings in alhambra/san gabriel :D


seeing the murakami exhibit in little tokyo with chris

even in norcal i gotta visit the oldies :D

mike jan and steve, who are COUSINS :O :O hahaha such a small world

my old worship team leaders! :D mills was back for only so long before he was to go back to thailand for another million months, so me and henry took advantage of his time :)

soondubu/free yogurt at chodang then we went to the coffee bean for some thailand photoslideshow action


korean bbq @ korean bbq restaurant with jeff and chris. oh so yummy of course :) except jeff needs to improve his picture taking skills hahahahaha



WHEW. now that that monster is done with, second semester! man, there's even MORE to say about all that's happened in just these past couple months but there are just way too many things to be said. so here are a bunch of pictures from spring semester for those of you who are still clinging desperately to the dying medium that is xanga <3


1. Mini Class of '07 Reunion...Plus Mike o_O

in celebration of rich leaving us to go study in china and just let the Lord take him for a ride, a bunch of us old folks got together to hang out, catch up, eat good food, and be silly :)

at some delicious type coffee shop near elaine's house


dinner was at this delicious place called koo koo ru!

mary, tim, elliot, julia, rich

while driving to dessert, we witnessed/caused an accident.....



at mary's apt afterwards...

no night is complete without tim busting out his hairy pregnancy belly





 
2. AACF Winter Retreat

supersuper good times. basically, a sleepover with some hilarious crazy girls and some creepy stalker guys hahahaha. we volunteered the next day at this retirement center, where i brushed up on my mandarin and old chinese people were shocked to learn that i was older than 16 -___-

 
welcome party..HAHA

 
dinnering it up! we split up by car to bring different courses for dinner 

 
sleepover status!! hahaha with my ridiculously undersized child's sleeping bag -__-


yaayyyyyyy


HAHA YEA UM. creepycreepy boys. scott and steven were trying to spy on us -______-


everyone :D

the next morning....

at the center...BULLET HOLE. wow. we were in the ghettos of alhambra.

 


post-retreat fooding @ the hat. look at how healthy we all look


3. Some Noteable Second Semester Birthdays

for these 2 january babies, we all went to woodranch grill at the grove. sooooo freaaakking yum!

the awesome bday boys steve and scott :)


we got dessert at home cafe? something like that

next up, jesse turned 21!!! haaaapppyyy birthday dongsanggggg!!! hahahahah

his mom, who is the sweetest lady evar, cooked 1283021980 dishes for us droooool


his brother eddie and and his fiance emily


luciana and charles


aw yea, chopsticks and cake.

lauren's 22nd get together!! i was late, but not too late to enjoy the festivities  oh this night...

me and the illustrious bday girl!!


jesse, kristin, wendy


sam, joanna, tiff, one of my eyes


funfunfun. lock and load!

yan lin's house had 2 bdays so they threw a fantastically fun birthday fiesta circus thingymabob which kicked massive butt, minus that whole creeper part -___-

they had a darth vader pinata :O :O :O


me, ruth, and joy are freaking triplets and yan's our mom <3


jess, ruth, julia, joy

when lawl turned 21, he had a bday bbq that he didn't invite me or ruth to so we decided to throw another bbq and invite ourselves hahahaha. except he didn't want it to be for his bday, so we made it into lawl's DAY celebration aka spring fling aka ruth and julia's super planning extraordinaire

the day boy and his not birthday corn bread un-cake


ruth, yanlin


YEAYUHHH!! HAHAHA our college student-centric surprise t-rex pinata full of cup noodles and capri sun.

and most recently, my super cute roommate tifa turned 21!!!

at zan cu's, even though me/jesse/victor showed up super late -__-


colorful cup fun back at lexie's apt :D


the fun times gang: gabby, lexie, will, teef, jo, julia, victor


hearrrrrrrrt! the bday girl and her future and current roomate :P

but of course, it was also my 21st this semester :D SO MUCH FUN, especially since so many people made a huge effort in coming far distances to celebrate with me

joint celebration time! with marc and belindaaaaa, since all of our bdays were only a couple of days apart from each other




 
 
   




4. Julsee Duwan Performs Yet Again

this time, jesse roped me into playing with him at ground zero for this fundraiser for alternative spring break, which is this really cool program where people give up their spring break to volunteer somewhere. ironically, ruth asked him to play but was not even present at the performance

thanks to everyone who came out to support <3


nina (and vy) came out from long beach!! :)


shellleeeyyyy


scott, julsee duwan, beliunda, steve, marc


stephanie, jesse, julia, anne, mike, jordan


we went to eat at mel's diner after the performance


hahahah there was this pimp outside in this crazy pink hat with flashing lights. it was awesome.


the boys wanted their own picture :P


5. Star Trek Tour-ing It Up

i don't care what y'all say, i already know i'm a big fat nerd anyway, it was actually really fun, so THERE!


i went with scott and marc, and we stopped by jesse's mom's coffeeshop in LB before we went


yeayuhhhh

to make matters nerdier, there was also a scottish festival going on at the neighboring Queen Mary:

ucr's bagpipe group was there!! <3 <3 <3

inside the exhibit...



inside the replica of a hallway, complete with replicas of the sickbay, transporter room, and captain picard's quarters


PHASERS!!!


nerds!


DUDE. STARSHIP ENTERPRISE EARRINGS?!?!?! YES PLEASE!! HAHAHAHAHAHA


hahahahahah wearing starfleet uniforms omgsh so trekkie


awwwww it was very good times though


6. Preliminary Flower Field Exploration

there's this suh-weet field of yellow flowers that's off 110 and 405 that me and jesse pass sometimes going to/from his church and he's always wanted to take pictures there. so one sunday, we decided to see if we could even get to the field....

we didn't :( but it's ok because now we know how! and we found other flowers to take pictures of anyway :P



whatta freaking model








i really like this picture :)


cactus! he blends in :D


hahahaha we jumped a lot of fences


i make that water channel look gooooood


tag! with my invisible spray can :(


gannngsta


another fence jumped for good measure


7. Jules and Lawls Invite Themselves Over For Dessert

at ruth's apt! hahahahaha. but we always have fun cause we're partners in crime!! or at least me and ruth are. lawl still refuses to join is in our mission :( but it's ok because we still love him


HAHAHA he doesn't know how to use an exercise ball


making our shaved ice...


HAHA mine is 95% whipped cream -___-


so much fun! julia does love these ones :)


8. Heartful Hometown Tours

jesse showed me around his hometown of huntington beach and i took him around cupertino. it was realllllly sweet to hear/share stories from childhood and just get to know more about each other, esp before the people we were before we ever met

huntington flea market


lunch @ fuji's

dan, julia, jesse, shaun, khristina, nina


having fun at hb pier :)


spinny park!!

the infamous hilton hotel

..where we learned that gambling sometimes pays off!

and on to cupertino...

post-church lunch at los charros drooooool


my old house in ctown!! stalker status.


the hill by carol's house that overlooks cupertino


memorial park...yay swings!


6. So In Conclusion...

whereever i've gone, God's blessed me with GORGEOUS skies, which are such snapshots of His amazingamazing beauty.

even in the smog-filled inland empire valley that is riverside...


and despite all the gross pollution (or maybe because of it -__-) in LA...


but home is definitely where i love the most cause nothing can ever beat norcal skies



oh the beauty of the Lord



                                                               But don't get too attached to the living
                                                       Even every single memory's fleeting
                                                          That's a fact, being torn asunder
                                                                    But to my surprise, no reason why
                                                                One day I woke up and realized

                                                                                After some time, it's something I find true
                                                                             Love's not a grave, it won't decay on you

                                                         Give it to me, love
                                                            I'll keep you in my focus
                                                                With love and affection




Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Currently Listening
Begin to Hope
By Regina Spektor
On The Radio
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title: and everyone must breathe until their dying breath






i read something cool last night:

"Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God discpines us for our good, that we may share in His holiness. No discipine seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. 'Make level paths for your feet,' so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed."

                      [ Hebrews 12:10-13 ]


i love reading the Bible. it's like the words that i could never find to describe my life and what He's doing That passage quotes from Proverbs 4:

"Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you. Make level paths for your feet and only take ways that are firm. Do not swerve to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil."

                      [ Proverbs 4:25-27 ]


yay for reminders! there's been stuff on my mind lately and God's just keeping me slow and steady and focused on Him, which is really quite alright with me :)

You love until you don't
       You try until you can't


now that i think about it, God always works in my heart or through a situation, etc...and THEN He'll reveal in the Word to me what He just did. even though i already know what He did. but now i have words to describe it! ok this was really rambling times, but the bottom line is that the Word is very refreshing, even at 3 am <3

in other news, school has been a little frustrating, even though it's me last and easiest quarter o___O but i'm still really scared to graduate...i have absolutely no clue what i'm doing after juuuuly 1, which is kinda a lot of my fault -__- i haven't been faithful enough with what God's entrusted to me, so i need to hardcore get my butt into gear and get on that! hahaaha i used to think life was complicated, but then i realized that my mindset was too self/world focused :P

so i've been incredibly happy lately and i'm not really sure why except that God is SUPER FAITHFUL AND AWESOME AND GREAT!!!!



URYIhope

                        




No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself, you take the things you like
And try to love the things you took

        And then you take that love you made
                 And stick it into some, someone else's heart
                    Pumping someone else's blood

     And walking arm in arm you hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does you'll just do it all again





Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Currently Listening
MMHMM
By Relient K
Let It All Out
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title: get it all out, rip it out remove it



  Don't be alarmed
     When the would begins to bleed



short update go! recently i've been reading 2 timothy, the first part of which is titled "encouragement to be faithful," which is AWESOME :D

"That is why I am suffering as I am. Yet I am not ashamed, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him for that day. What you heard from me, keep as the pattern of sound teaching, with faith and love in Christ Jesus. Guard the good deposit that was entrusted to you—guard it with the help of the Holy Spirit who lives in us."
[ 2 Timothy 1:12-14 ]

also, josh's teaching on spiritual gifts has been really awesome too. and i've been having a lot of really good, deep talks on life and spirituality lately with some super cool people. i'm really loving what God's doing in my life right now, ups and downs and all

oh and btw, be careful and SURE of what you ask God when your heart's in the right place cause He'll give it to you straiight up fooool! prayer is effective indeed

//end short update


And You said, "I know that this will hurt
"But if I don't break your heart, then things will get much worse.
If the burden seems too much to bear,
Remember, the end will justify the pain it took to get us there"



now on to the part with all the pictures!!!


1. Chris's New Favorite Food

i don't know why he's hiding, it's everything he loves in one convenient can!
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2. LA Philharmonic Concert @ Walt Disney Concert Hall

so me and the roomie went to orchestra concert and it was soooooo goood!!! man i super missed watching these <3 we had reallyreally cool seats from BEHIND the orchestra pit...i didn't even know these seats existed o__O i dozed off a liiitttle during the concert, and colleen slept through half of it HAHAHA there was a guy that sat next to her that kept look over at us like we were these young punks who were disrespecting the art of orchestra. which...we kinda were :(

but gosh! we were just waaaiting for the intermission so we could go back to the car and eat some food to wake ourselves up and after the first 2 pieces, we were on our way when we noticed there was a huuuuge amt of people that were leaving too. so we asked a worker how long the intermission was and she gave us this look and told us that the concert was over O_______O apparently casual friday concerts are shorter too -_____- hahaha we're such n00bs :P

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since it was casual friday, only half of the orchestra was there and they were the back-up players anyway

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a view of the audience....this thing is HUGE O___o

this is the guest conductor...who ALSO played the piano part during the first piano concerto
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both of us have NEVER seen this set up before with the piano in the center of the orchestra...probably cause we've never seen a conductor that plays piano AND conducts AT THE SAME TIME

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man, that was the most energetic, charismatic conducting i've ever seen

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inside the lobby...me and colleen wished we were as cool as the bunch of people who were just standing around sipping drinks and chatting

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some of the awesome architecture inside

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downtown LA

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outside the gift shop..we asked the guy taking our picture to get the entire "L A P H I L" but he just got "L A P" :(

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prettiest concert hall ever!!! <3



3. St. Patrick's Day Fooding

the day's meals began with lunch at wai thai temple, which chris and eric dubbed as "blasphemy food" hahahaha it was pretty cool though, with a large outdoor food court with stands all along one row. and everything was pretty cheap! too bad they played intermittent chanting through the loudspeakers....that was kinda weird.

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delicious!

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me and eric took a lot of pictures of this sign :D

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adrian, eric, julia, chris

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attack of jon the picture ruiner

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iiiiiii don't know where we're looking

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JON GOSH, colleen, adrian, eric

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the other side of the table...julia, chris, jon

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chris bought a papaya salad and there was a CRAB HEAD in it X___X look at it's eyeballs! thai people are weird

after that, me and adrian/eric/chris went back to their place....and cooked more food!!!

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corned beef, pre-cooking

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chris draining COPIOUS amts of blood from each package

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yummmmmmmmm

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FOUR pots of corned beef...WHOO!

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ray vs adrian and elson..these fools are CRAZY. crazy LOUD that is -___-

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julia #2, chris, eric cooking more food

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the boys decided to wrestle like mad..i can't really recall why.
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adrian vs elton

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the on-lookers...ray, chris, eric, steve, julia (i'm making a bleh face because i think wrestling is pretty bleh)

but on the plus side...i got a freaking hilarous video out of it!!!!
ray, whose big mouth is not backed up by big moves XP vs elson

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA AWESOME



3.5. Spring Break Pictures....

...can be found here




4. Hiking At Castle Rock

end of spring break!! me, victor, ronald, kevin made the long and tedious *cough* trek armed with our traditional million foot long sandwich and cheeeetos. we were sans water though, thanks to a certain RONALD -____- hahaha i heart these guys :D

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arriving at the trail

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the beginning of our adventure

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weeeee have only .4 miles to walk..HAHAHA

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my hiking companions victor, ronald, kevin

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the final stretch to castle rock

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YAY! arrival at castle rock!!

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this is what we love, climbing rocks :D

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me and kmoore

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amaaaazzing viewwww

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me and bgf

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kmoore threw me the cheetos and i almost fell off...i think ronald had a near heart attack. so kevin decided to throw the sandwich too!!! hahaaha noooot :P

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victor and his butt seat

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lunchtime!
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YUM! yay for 20348203894 feet look sandwiches from safeway :D :D

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uncomfortably small crawl space....

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watch yo eyes fooooool!! HAHAAHA

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ronald is a freaking money. and i know it looks like me feet are on rock, but they're not! i'm a monkey too!

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ronald and victor

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kevin wanted to hang from a tree too :P

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victor found a rock with a hole in it....

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BLOCKED MUAHAHAHA

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kmoore's sombrero!

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so i'm gonnnnnna have to jummmp!!

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recreating a frontiersman picture from back in the day

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victor = superrrrman!

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me and ronald

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daawwww group picture :D victor, kevin, julia, ronald

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on the way back

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byebye forest :)

it was still early and none of us wanted to go home yet, so we decided to make a PIT stop at a certain car dealership in dt campbell.....

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LOTUS EXIGE <3 <3

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hahahahaha

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suuuuhhhhweet ferrari

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DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

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hahahahahahahaha

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victor and a bentley wheel...it was HUGE

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hAHahaHA another ride for kmoore

ronald and i stalked this guy that was considering buying this lotus until he left....
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so we could sit in it and look cool!!!!!

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holla back youngun!

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the inside is very small and it's incredibly low and hard to get in and out of...but ITS SO SEXY

so victor pressed something and the radio came on SUPER loud...
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for the life of us, we couldn't figure out how to turn the darn thing off!! -_______-

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good times all around!!!!



5. Justin Gives Me and Won a Lift in His Sweet Ride

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me and won were walking from our recording class, and lo and behold! we see justin in those little golf-cart looking things...so OF COURSE we demanded a ride :D

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this is justin driving at full speed....
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yea we were totally booking it :P justin SAYS it was cause me and won were weighing it down

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juanez, julia, justin

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thanks justin! everyone, this is my awesome worship team leader...who gives me rides and lends me his bike when i'm in a panic



6. Aaron and Tim Rock On

my beloved neighbors!

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timof on keys, tungfu on electric

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s'awesome!



7. Audrey's 21st Bday Celebration @ Cinespace

THIS GIRL! i haven't seen her in like 2 years!!! thanks so much for inviting me m'dear, i missed you so much :D :D met a lot of super cool people, but darn my crappy memory! i remember .00023423% of their names

in the hummer limo on the way to the club....
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me and the bday girl, only the hottest most awesomest girl in the world

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thanks to my companions that i dragged along with me :P darren, steven, mel, julia

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mel daaarrrrrrrling! i love this beautiful girl too :D

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these guys are hilarious

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audrey, kelvin, julia

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steven and new friends whose names i cannot recall

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audrey, julia, kelvin, joyce

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another gang of people!

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steven, darren, etc. -___-

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audrey, betty, julia

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arrival!!! the girls outside the limo

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betty!!! this girl is so sweet :D

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mel and darren :) :)

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steven and julia

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cupcake, mel, julia, steven...the rside crew

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iiiiiiiii don't remember his name either

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the girls :D

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hahahah oh darren :P

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN AUDREY!!!!!! looooove you



8. The Most A-MUSE-ing Concert Ever!!!

crap. i meant to make a clever play on words with amazing, but amusing turned out to be a real word too -___-

IN ANY CASE, IT WAS FREAKINGSUPERLYCRAPYOURPANTS FANTASMIC <3

pre-muse...take note of how clean and non-sweaty we are. little did we know... -___-
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shayshay, julia, chris, darwin

btw, it was awesome to see chris! first time in a million years :P sadness for not being able to find aaron/jason/andy/alan/elaine, but i know they had a ridiculously great time too :D :D HAPPY BDAY AGAIN TO MY BDAY TWIN!

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hahaha chris got blocked

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man what an awkward looking audience

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MUSE APPEARS!!!!!!! the shoving/fighting/moshing begins!

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the lights and stage are AWESOME...muse knows how to put on a reallyreallyridiculously good looking show :)

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sooooooo cooooooooooooooooool

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AMAZING! butterflies and hurricanes

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MATT BELLAMY, CALL ME PLEASE

ok post-concert:
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SWEATY MCSWEATS!!!!

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look how owned we look -____- darwin was crazy for wearing a sweater and akshay's sweat makes a bra-like outline :/

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chris and julia.....THATS RIGHT i have matt bellamy's pick IN MY HANDS

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thank you forum for housing such musical legendry <3

on to the traditional post-concert mealage for concerts in the orange county area....guppies!!!!

akshay went CRAZY on the condensed milk x______X
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grooooooooosssssssssssss

i didn't want to waste a big container for the remaining fruit so i filled up water cups...
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yea i know i'm retarded :P

darwin's turn with the condensed milk!
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shuddershudder

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awesome meal to end an awesome concert <3

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akshay! your blackness almost took over the entire camera!!!

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nyaaaaaaahhhhhhh XD



9. Aaron and Tim Rock On Some More

boys that love music AND feed me? perfect!

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staaaarrrrrliiiiiigggghhhhhhhtttt

ok tim don't get mad at me...

but i love this :)

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artsy fartsy :P



10. Relient K-awesome!!! Concert @ Avalon

a bigfat thankyoumapups to akshayshay for getting me tickets for my bday...even though i lost them but yay for ticketmaster being awesome! a big gang of us rsiders ended up going, which made it even funner!! yay for good friends and good music

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on the way there, stuck in loverly LA traffic

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pretttyyyyyy sunset

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FREEWAY!! i found the building too! looklook it's complete :D

inside avalon....
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sherwood was the first opening band

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the riversiders: annie, gavin, julia, david, sandy, akshay, won

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yeeeaaaaaaaa we're cool XP

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juany displaying his husband privileges...BE JEALOUS

next opener = mae!!!!!
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we decided to get closer during their performance. WE ALL GOT MASSIVE OWNED by the riduuuunkulous amts of CRAZY moshing, which was SO fiting for CHRISTIAN rock we would seriously be crashed into/swung around/pushed in all directions...it was a wonder none of us fell over and got trampled, thank God.

all the moshers were stupid high school boys and the rest of the audience consisted of high school girls with amazingly high-pitched voices screaming their heads off....raaaawwwrr

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dave elkins, lead guitar/singer of mae

HOORAYYYY for RELIENT KAAAAYYY!!
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matt thiessen...WHAT A DOUBLE THREAT! look at that piano/guitar action <3 <3

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campfire time :D


faking my own suicide....look at the awesome banjo player wearing his banjo AND guitar! so cooool

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what a good concert! i almost left the front area cause of all the moshing, and also cause of this one big white guy that just..like..leaned on me with FULL BODY CONTACT. most uncomfortable/awkward/GROSS guy everrrrrr GAGGAGGAG! but i'm really glad i didn't leave cause relient k totally ROCKED :) a lot of sweaty people, but not as much destroyage as the muse concert :P

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ewwwww on gavin

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me and annie

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sandy, david, gavin, annie, julia

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"act like a high school girl!!!" hahaahaha

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won is smiling!

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the gang of us outside the avalon

me and shay went to ktown, the traditional post-concert destination for LA-area concerts.....pinkberry right at closing and delicious soupage at hodori!!!! <3 <3 perfect ending to a super fun concert :D



11. Last Year's Small Group Reunion Extravaganza!!

elaine was on spring break sooooo she came out and we gathered for some wonderful talks, games, and FOOD <3

firstly, dinner at bjs:
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beryl and elaine's AWKWARD FACE! HAHAHA

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elaine and lisa

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kim and julia

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patricia and mel

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lisa and kim

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elaine was very excited for the appetizer

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us with our party platter pazookie

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kim and i destroying that sucker

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mel and her cookie feast

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LEAVE NO PRISONERS!!!!

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dearest sisters :D beryl, lisa, elaine, kim, julia, mel, patricia

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for our funny picture, kim decided to grab me and elaine's hair....without telling us. look at elaine's irritated face!

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funny picture #2! no hair pulling this time :P

then it was back to my apt for cake/sharing/cranium/THE OFFICE <3

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the cake we prepared for kim

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us waiting for her to get back in the apt from talking on the phone.....mel, elaine, julia, patricia, beryl

SURPRISE!!!!!
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SOMEONE took forEVER to get back in...look at how short the candles are XD

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kim and mel

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yummmmm cake

then we had a period of updation which was amazing. isn't it great how God puts us through different things in life, but allows us to really deeply relate and understand?? I LOVE IT :D it was awesome to hear about how people had been this past year, and even though everyone has had some deep struggles, it was great to just have that sisterhood and be able to praise God for doing some SUPERB things in each of our lives :D

YAY FOR JESUS!

ok so then we played cranium TURBO
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patricia and beryl were SO EXCITED :P

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get yo puppeteering on!

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mel the designated artist doing some fine sensosketching

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elaine the humdinger master...this is her humdinger face (she's frustrated cause we suck at guessing -__-)

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love all you girls so very much! thanks for the memorable night full of heartfulness and delicious eats and laughing :)
elaine, we miss you a lot already! come back and visit soooonnnnn <3




And I'll let it be known
At times I have shown signs of all my weakness
But somewhere in me, there is strength

And You promise me
That You believe in time I will defeat this
Cause somewhere in me, there is strength


              Reach out to me, make my heart brand new
                 Every beat will be for You, for You
                And I know You know You touched my life
               When You touched my heavy heart
                 And made it light




Thursday, March 29, 2007

Currently Listening
Like Vines
By The Hush Sound
We Intertwined
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title: I knew this was a dream, it was too good to be true



only because it was done for me.....


1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with either my favorite nickname for you or a new one if i don't have a favorite.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll tell you something about myself that you probably didn’t know.
4) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
5) I'll tell you my favorite memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what ice cream flavor you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written! LAW NO MORE!




comment at your own risk.



Who wants to wake up?
Who wants to lose it?
Who wants to live in this place?
I don't, so I'll be sleeping in




Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Currently Listening
Oh! Gravity.
By Switchfoot
Faust, Midas, and Myself
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title: this is my personal disaffection



i know that this post isn't a picture one and it's *gasp* serious!, but i really wanted to share with y'all what i've been going through lately with God and what He's been accomplishing in my life, despite my sucky human-ness :)



so this song has been on massive repeat because it talks about stuff that's been weighing on my mind and it's exactly what i've been going through. it's about a dream the singer has in which satan comes to him and offers him everything he ever wanted and he imagines himself as midas, surrounded everywhere by gold. in the end, actually seeing everything he desired around him makes him detest it and he wishes that he would be normal again.....


He said, "I've seen you here before. I know your name.
You could have your pick of pretty things.
You could have it all, everything at once.
Everything you've seen, everything you'll need,
Everything you've ever had in fantasies."



lately, i've been struggling a LOT with surrendering to God my future, and really embracing what He's got planned for me. and o man, i'm totally not praying to Him about it! not that i don't believe that it's what's best because i totally KNOW that, but actually putting FAITH behind those beliefs is what i'm struggling with. i'll instead continuing pursuing things that i want, or do things that i think are ok.

it's silly because i know that i'm not really bringing these things to God, and i know logically that certain things won't be ok with Him (and He keeps telling me that they suck massive!) but i always find some way to justify it to myself, to defend my ridiculous actions, or to simply ignore the fact that what i'm doing is wrong.

it's funny what we learn about God and how it touches us, but without any application it just flys away :/ but a longlonglong time ago when i was being driven home by elliot, we were listening to francis chan speak about his experience biking and how it related to sin. basically, he was mountain biking with a super 1337 friend and francis became really frustrated because he kept falling. his friend asked him where he was looking and francis answered that he would look at the places he didn't want to go so that he could avoid them.

his friend said that that was why he was falling, that the body follows where the eye is focused. so in order to avoid falling, he needed to focus on where he wanted to go.

so through talking a lot with God and with some beloved dear hearts, God has really showed me that is what has been wrong with me all along....my FOCUS, which has been on trying to fix my current situation with thoughts like "how can i deal with this? how can i change this??" when it should have been on GROWING CLOSER WITH GOD.

of COURSE the things that i wanted changed HAVEN'T changed...because i've been just focused so much on them trying to freaking do it myself. um DUH, falling back in love with Jesus and giving my heart to HIM instead of other things would be the solution...everything else just follows and flows out of that! and the things is, it's only when i really looked at GOD instead of dissecting my actions/thoughts/feelings/situation and figuring out what to do that i could realy see the stupidity of what i was doing, at the reality of what i wanted. and you know, it really wasn't what i wanted because i realized that it was pretty sucky.


As my reflection passed, I hated what I saw
My golden eyes were dead
And a thought passed through my head
A heart that is made of gold can't really beat at all



what i know now is that i DON'T want what my heart wants. i want what God wants, and i don't want to even try to discern what He's got planned for me cause He'll tell me when i'm ready to know. i just want to grow with Him and embrace the future WITH God, not fighting about it. cause you know, time goes on regardless and God's plan unfolds without fail...no matter what i'm doing in the meantime. so i might as well go along with God and i know that the closer i grow to God, the more my heart will change. i don't need to change myself. only the Creator can see what He made me to be and only He can make me into that.


I wanted to wake up again
Without a touch of gold



yea, it's hard. really freaking hard. but by trying to find my strength/affirmation/value in God instead of others, it's becoming a heckuva lot easier :P

"He will keep you strong to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. God, who has called you into fellowship with his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful."
                                                  [ 1 Corinthians 1:8-9 ]

so what would it have been like if God let me have what i wanted? the verse that really sums up what my heart had been looking like is this:

"In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps."
                                     [ Proverbs 16:9 ]

i think that a lot of times, we pursue things that we really want but we don't really think about what that would look like spelled out in reality. our desires often have no goals or have really unrealistic goals, but we desire them anyway. and God speaks out to us about them all the time! but we don't listen cause we just want them so dang much. and it's even sadder when we're going after certain things that aren't what we reaaaallly want and we're just too lazy to do the right thing

we do certain things because we think we know better, that shoot! we know what is best for us! and even when we know that we don't, we do them anyway. and the most difficult thing is to realize it cause satan knows that this kind of thinking keeps us far as heck away from God.

and of course, those around us that aren't caught up in our stupid, twisted logic can CLEARLY see that we're being idiots :P

so in conclusion,

"This is what the Lord says: 'Cursed is the man who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turn away from the Lord. ... The heart is deceitful and beyond cure. Who can understand it?'"
                                                      [ Jeremiah 17:5, 9 ]

in sharing what God's been doing lately in my life, i hope that if any of you are feeling the same way, that you guys would really check where your focus in life is. cause i'm telling you! focusing on yourself is absolute crap. it's really easy to think selfishly and to develope self-piety and PRIDE. and i know this because its what i'm wrestling with right now. i had to change my own focus, but God's been ever faithful in giving me peace and stripping away my selfish thinking. i was clinging to so much hurt/pain/anger/sadness/death before, but now God's opened my eyes to the fullness of the Life that He offers to us <3

so maybe we can all just pray for each other, that our hearts would be as humble and soft as Jesus' was as He washed the filthy feet of His disciples


                                My heart beat once or twice
                                                          And life flooded my veins
Everything had changed
                    My lungs had found their voice
                        And what was once routine was now the perfect joy




so what would it be like if you got everything you want?



You've one life
             You've one life
                               One life left to lead





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